Phantom of the Crest

I've got a phantom in the office. Someone with a mask on....Damn. Bryan's face above exactly resembles my feeling...!

I guess in every office, there should be at least one. Faking and acting hero - talks nicely in front, acts like donkey behind you. I dunno why I cannot explain this feeling i have right now - i'm not angry, but i'm frustrated. I did nothing wrong to deserve such treatment (i think lah), well, but if tat person choosed this way to act for me, I shall taggle along. I Can ACT also lah.... :P

Time will heal, i believe. Time will prove...(tik-tok-tik-tok)

Just glad my hero (photo above) is always there to cheer me up!

for money or environment?!

For money or for better environment?

This is the question which strikes my mind today after lunch.

Work is like hell these few weeks. Not only I have to swallow misery from the bosses, but also, the engineers. Despite looking for a new job, the question of weather if I will get equivalent pay or lower, having to pay the parking fees vs free parking, having to pay for toll vs no toll no traffic jams....all these are the factors which i MUST put into consideration when moving my ass over to another employer.

I had luck with a great location at work, but too bad, i'm simply not happy here. They tell me my pay is high, but does money means everything?!

A friend i meet during lunch asked me, u want money or u want a better environment?! U tell me. I obviously like to have both. Who doesn't?

Too fast

This morning I took some time to browse through Bryan's photo from birth till now, and i realised how much he have grown just right in front of my eyes...to me, it's just one simple blink. I told myself...this is just too fast.

The stage where you see them move from lying to be able to pull their head up - sitting up - flipping from front to back - crawl - walk - it's such a short period of time. All these triumph moves from one to another like a magic snap of our fingers.

Bryan is at the learning stage now. Being a book lover, I enjoyed watching how keen he is to read and learn new words. I wished I had more time to spend with him, to be able to read to him, to teach him when the rate of absorbancy he is at is so great. And thus, I am looking forward for weekend - everyweek...so so desperately! Well..it's Thursday already, and it's nearby - again.

MonDay....

It's Monday - again lah.

How was your weekend? Mine was.....ok, i guess. But really tired. IKEA was fun, especially when mommy pays for your stuffs...hehe.

Rained heavily yesterday evening. Was thinking the Great up there poured one big bucket of water....Then hot sun this morning. Terrible weather!

My "aunty" came visit. ONe week with this boring aunty. Haih.....

My prayer tis morning : "Dear god, please let Monday pass by so fast tat I could not feel it and weekend to come so fast that I could be with my hubby and son all time weekend again...Arigato."

WeeEeekkkkENDDddd....

FINALLY....Weekend is here again....!!!! Not much plan lah, but nice to have more time to spend with Bryan.

This whole week had been a horrid one....Work sucks, and "someone" made it worst for time after work...yucks la. I guess I better get use to it, coz i foresee the coming weeks to be the same.....I gotta focus my mind on Bryan and Hubby....or else i'll go nutty.

My special day arriving, reminding me how old i am getting. Worried - i think normal reaction - not bragging about it lah.

Just got an instructions from the Regional Manager, ask me to write email to shot at the sales. Ask me to be more strict....Ai......Hard for me la....dunno why! I gotta learn to be more tough...Hahahahaha.... Grrrr.r......

Happy Weekend!

recipe for tonites dinner.... :)

Aries - 9 March 2006

Aries
Thursday, March 09
A co-worker's antisocial attitude won't make your job any easier today. Try to remain diplomatic and courteous. A friend may also be having a difficult time. You need to tell a friend that drinking alcohol and driving may be fatal

Scary to read the last sentence, and I dunno who should i tell. So, if u are reading, dun drink and drive.

Uuuu....ZAP!

Bought myself the OSIM uZap! Expensive and lazy way to see myself go down in size :P
I'll post review when I've used it for a month, to see if there is really tat good results! The salesperson told me one of her customer loose 1 inch in 3 weeks...!? Eeekks! Tat's alot lah!


Bryan welcomed me with a kiss on my cheek when I go fetch him yesterday. It imediately made my day...(although most of the day has passed). Hehe...

No sales engineers in office, and only one boss...MR.Y in. not bad! at least some peace. Heard the sales manager is going away for 2 weeks to China...Another day booster for me!

I'm currently thinking wat to cook tis weekend for my boy....any suggestion??? Must have soup, coz he MUST have rice with soup...apperantly his favourite.

Oh Bryan!

Bryan just reached KL a while ago...back from kuantan after two days trip balik kampung. Can't wait to get off work and pick him up!

HOrrid day at work today. Very 'fan' about a shipment of demo machine to exhibit in Shanghai. Dateline is so near and i dun even know how the cargo is being packed in Thailand. Hope to be able to solve everything by tomorrow. Sucks.

Went to Chilis, love their PRESENDENTE MArGarita! Had good time....back to life with kid. Hehehe....photo above also taken in Chillis in 1U, but with kid.

Red...Long....Hot....!!!!

Planning on going to Chillis tonite for my favourite brownie and margarita. YEAY!

Movie review: Final Destination 3
ONE word- Bloody. Makes me feel so bad about roller coaster! Good tat I dun really enjoy those thrilling rides. Yupe, i'm freaked-up on those. Scary how lifes are ended in such eerie way. But generally i think better then FD2. Rating: 3 and half star.

At this moment very angry on work. HATE EXHIBITIONS!!! Have this demo machine stuck in Thailand and gotta ship to Singapore - OR Shanghai. This F**KING colleague come telling me tat it's my fault that we action so late...as he does not read CC emails!! I wish I could say tat to my bosses face. ARGHHHHHhhhhh!!!!!!!

I need to calm down - looking forward to another great date tonite. Should let such guy ruin my day. NO WAY!!!

Planning to have a re-do on my attempt to make "Loh-Mai-Chi". Done it last Sunday...give my self 65% success rate...hahah...wat u think...?

A Great Monday

Bryan is heading back to Kuantan today - 2 days. Knowing that I will be missing him dearly, I also foresee much fun to have 2 nites to just kit and i... :)

Movie awaits tonite- going for Final Destination 3. Hoped it's a good one.

Horrid March - no holidays. Got a temporary girl to help me out with my job, so at present more relax pace of work. (pray hard the boss plan to have this girl as permanent, well at least a permanent clerk!)

Bryan is learning to speak. Apperently loves to say " I Dun wan"...sounds more like "AH-Shu-Wah". Able to count from 1 to 1o in mandarin, canto, english and malay. Other favourite words are like...Uncle, Aunty, Peter, Jane, Dog, Star, Circle, Daddy...(anyone realised there is no MOMMY?!) yep, my boy still refuses to call me... :(

Well, above all, it's still a GREAT MONDAY!